you know who you are..!!! super thanks...

If you just know how thankful I am right now because God has introduce a kind of person who really inspires people and serves as a role model to each and everyone of us. In my case, I always remember your word "MAGIS".. i guess it means that doing everything with excellence. i know I did well in the pageant, though i didnt bring home the bacon.. 2nd runner up title wasnt a consolation prize. Its a blessing to consider. Like what you've said: Great things start from small begginings. And this maybe not for me, its just a good foundation to build my very own version of myself. And for that, I want to thank you for opening my sight to view the big part of a horizon that iam looking forward to. a BIG THANKS and a BIG HUG!!

i know a ''thank you'' will do... the big night..

magkukuwento nalang ako sa mga ngyari nitong nakaraan...........
fire kasi ung element namen ng partner ku (w/c is renz).. a friend of mine yung gumawa ng costume.. at ginawa nia yun the night before gamitn yung dress... mga 11pm na sila natapos pero ayus kase maganda pa ring lumabas ung gawa ni ronaldo. ang hrap keyang magtahi ng gown lalo na kung wala kang sewing machine nuh. Tomorrow morning,, we've decided to finish renz' clothes.. even though the call time was 1pm in the afternoon, were already there at school at 9am. Thanks God,, before we could proceed to the lobby for pictorial, natapos na namen ung mga dapat tapusin. And God is really good all the time, the pix were out na... maganda ang kinalabasan.

The pre-pageant:
To think na later na ang pre-pageant ,makes me feel so uneasy..Nagcacram na for the talent portion.. but we did our very best and there's no one to blame. Siguro nga the winners perform better than we do. After the talent portion, here comes the most fainting part of the pageant, the Q and A. The question was: What is the most significant accomplishment in your life? Ano nga ba? Pero dahil Im not yet finished with this course, Yun pa din ang sasabhin ko. The fact that Im now studying what I really love. My parents' approval to take biology course and now Ive come this far, I am already a sophomore. this is very important to me, I guess sa lahat naman diba? Two years from now, hopefully I would graduate, continue a masters degree and pursue medicine proper. By that time maybe I could say that, These were the most significant accomplishment in my life.

Here comes the big night! hehe. We ramp here and there with our casual, sports and evening wear. Everytime I own the stage i felt like crying. Its like tears of joy. I saw my mom and dad happy, guess theyre just so proud because my job was great, And the crowd went really wild when its already their representative's turn. Its a very heart-melting scene. I really feel their support and loyalty. And after the walk, judges will now announce the top 5, it's random. the first one to wear their smile was candidate no.3, a sophomore chemistry student, next was ate nice from 4th yr bs math, next one was candidate no.5 and no.4 together with their own partners, ythen it was Gabbie with ate nice' escort. Then the last but not the least,its us! renz and i shared the moment of truth.hahah! I dont know what mood we are in that minute, all i can say is that we're happy, we're thankful, we're nervous. The pressure was moving from my toe to head. Another fainting part of the program, Q and a again. I was asked to answer the question: when does a girl become a woman? Hmm,,, Maybe when she grows not only physically but emotionally, mentally and spiritually. when she could adjust in other peoples behaviors in different situation. When she could carry herself well and were able to handle difficult tasks and responsibilities in life, guess that was the time i could say that the lil girl is now a woman. That was it. maybe im not a girl anymore but i know, im not yet a woman. There is so much more I should learn. But of course, at the end of the day we could say that we survived.

Haha.. im happy coz I did it right. That was over and I did not faint. hehe. Accomplishment din to diba? Im thankful coz Id gathered enough guts to stand and perform in front of those beautiful people in my college.

Coronation night. Coronation part, the moment of the most beautiful,sophisticated woman in c.s. The crown and sash for 2nd, 1st runner up and Ms. c.s. were given to us, me,gabbie and candidate no.3 respectively.

So, this blog would like to take the opportunity to thank all the people who support us. Me,Renz and Gabbie. For my hair and make up, thanks girls. You did a good job,though we had a hard time picking the right shades. haha. To those who helped me changing clothes,dresses and gowns, thank you. Those who bought tickets, I hope you enjoy playing Qizzards square., but for those who werent able to play the game, BIG thanks for buying! To those who lose their voices after the pageant, i am sorry but its worth it dba? And to those people booed us, kept on destructing us while the show was still going on,and gave their neagative and humiliating criticisms, Thank-you-very-much! We wouldnt be this tough if its not because of you guyz. God Bless us all!

so hapee with HIM..

so happy,, we're already a member of this small group na ngbbible study. Atleast, nababawas bawasan na yung kasalanan ko, naoccupy na kasi yung vacant time kea bawas sa mga "nkatanga" moments.

counting my blessings.

month of january...
though i said a while a go na "gastos" month ang january ,, happy p din... bountiful ang pasok ng taon.Yung mga new stuffs.. shirts, dress, bags, pants, shoes,pen, lunch boxes, water jug, tumbler... wow!! am i getting too shallow... hindi ah.. kasi all of these wont be possible without Him. Blessings nia yang mga yan. Yung mga failing grades ko, I also consider them as a blessing. Tinetest lng nian ung faith nten kay God. Although its very difficult to accept, wla akong dpat iblame pati my never ending hopes will always be there to give me this kind of spirit. Nakakatuwa nga kasi kahit na naiinggit na ko sa mga friends ko, nadidivert pa din yung attenion ko na mging thankful lage sa kung anu ang mga meron at mga bnibgay nia. Esp. dun sa quality time na nbibigay ku na sa family ko. Pati the fact nlang na I could still smile despite all the difficulties, worries, sorrows na naeexperience ko everyday. Thank you God. I survived.