blah bag is gone..

soo sad.. because of the loaded scheds and soo little time I wasnt able to go at any d and g outlets.. nothing to do.. shouldnt regret about it.. in the first place, ive set my priorities,, and it only falls in my 2nd highest priority list.. soo sad.
But i think my decision was good enough to make my life more convenient.. ive bought flipflops first before the tote.. coz i knew itll be rainy days.. and it was all worth it.

I hope there would still be another blah bag..

saranghe!

I want nobody, nobody but you..
weve heard this in school programs,
imeem on our fs,,
classmates singing with their signature point!clap.clap.point!
and even in our headsets..
hahah
I really find this wierd about pinoys is that even they cant understand the song they continue to sing it and even memorize its lyrics. Maybe theyre just fascinated with its tempo and tune. I even enjoyed korean mtvs.. Its soo fun to watch, entertaining because of their colorful outfits.
I also watch asap last sunday and they had made a great version of nobody.

does my ex miss you still quizz.. hahha

and the result was...
THEY CANT KEEP YOU OFF THEIR MIND!
your ex still misses you. It's hard for her/him to forget about you. you probably made them very happy and they're probably thinking why you 2 broke up in the first place. When they're laying in their room or zone-ing out in class they're probably thinking whether or not they'll ever meet someone like you. Another chance is all they're waiting for. but they won't wait too long, they're probably other people with their eye on them. So if you miss them back, grab 'em while you still can.

aysos.. i dont think so... but im hoping it's true.

missing.elm0

When asked to name the one person absent from her life that she missed the most, she responded, "The person I hoped I'd be by this point in my life."

i speak because I have something to say not just I want to say something

Its been months since I last posted a blog. Im just quite busy with some things like magazines, I bought candy may ish so that's why. It was good and helpful for teens like me. Every corner of the magazine is very exciting and i get to know Chris tiu better. ahah... kidding. I mean, i get to know the boy-lingual and decode their behavior. I also like the make over special portion of this mag because it helps me to have a better view in life and to have my own criterias to look for in a friend. Everyone owns one but not everyone could have his almost perfect one. For me, I dont usually judge people. I see everybody as a blank sheet of paper. They're the one who will write on their own papers, crumple it or cut it into pieces. They are the one who will present themselves to me. If they'd hurt me once, I believe everybody deserves another chance but it should sincere and no hidden agendas. Of course we dont want a frienemy. We all need one who is very sincere in his/her thoughts especially if they have to hurt us just to tell the truth, they may beat around the bush but they would tell it in a good way. If they notice some flaws, they will tell it to you right away without hurting your feelings and of course they wouldnt always remind you these imperfections because it may just bring inferiority. A good friend would always admire your beautiful side so that you will be focused on your potentials and assets and not just in your liabilities.

And also things like dealing with myself like setting my life plan goals and knowing my capacities and limitations. Im sure that each of us has his own inferiority and it makes our lives more difficult to handle. It sets limits we want to cross but we're afraid to fail. Its like knowing our capacities but afraid to expand. We just sit down to our comfort zone and never try something we're not used to. Sometimes, getting out of our shell could bring heartaches. We really have to admit it that there are times we have to learn our lessons the hard way. But sometimes it could be more of a reward. A reward like discovering new talents and skills and crossing your own boundaries (i mean, its a way to a better you) and if things dont go your way, it doesnt really mean that you need to compromise but you have to surpass these odds. Doing things you thought you couldnt do is the best way to grow. There is no better angel to guide you but youself! =)

tundo man may langit din

Ive read this book many times and it hit me still. I dunno maybe because of that someone who gave me that book. =(

unfaithful..

Its been a while since I last updated my blog. Did you miss me? haha... hmm,,,
I just like to share something. Rihanna's unfaithful's really bothering me. I dont know, maybe I could relate the song to whom I know,, been doing that habit (a bad one) for quite sometime.. haaay.... She's grown up and I dont want to interfere with her plans or moves in life. She's a friend but I dont think that she would listen if I confront her. Besides, I do not have the rights to stop them.. thats what they want.. and think that is what HE really likes. awwwwww....

you know who you are..!!! super thanks...

If you just know how thankful I am right now because God has introduce a kind of person who really inspires people and serves as a role model to each and everyone of us. In my case, I always remember your word "MAGIS".. i guess it means that doing everything with excellence. i know I did well in the pageant, though i didnt bring home the bacon.. 2nd runner up title wasnt a consolation prize. Its a blessing to consider. Like what you've said: Great things start from small begginings. And this maybe not for me, its just a good foundation to build my very own version of myself. And for that, I want to thank you for opening my sight to view the big part of a horizon that iam looking forward to. a BIG THANKS and a BIG HUG!!

i know a ''thank you'' will do... the big night..

magkukuwento nalang ako sa mga ngyari nitong nakaraan...........
fire kasi ung element namen ng partner ku (w/c is renz).. a friend of mine yung gumawa ng costume.. at ginawa nia yun the night before gamitn yung dress... mga 11pm na sila natapos pero ayus kase maganda pa ring lumabas ung gawa ni ronaldo. ang hrap keyang magtahi ng gown lalo na kung wala kang sewing machine nuh. Tomorrow morning,, we've decided to finish renz' clothes.. even though the call time was 1pm in the afternoon, were already there at school at 9am. Thanks God,, before we could proceed to the lobby for pictorial, natapos na namen ung mga dapat tapusin. And God is really good all the time, the pix were out na... maganda ang kinalabasan.

The pre-pageant:
To think na later na ang pre-pageant ,makes me feel so uneasy..Nagcacram na for the talent portion.. but we did our very best and there's no one to blame. Siguro nga the winners perform better than we do. After the talent portion, here comes the most fainting part of the pageant, the Q and A. The question was: What is the most significant accomplishment in your life? Ano nga ba? Pero dahil Im not yet finished with this course, Yun pa din ang sasabhin ko. The fact that Im now studying what I really love. My parents' approval to take biology course and now Ive come this far, I am already a sophomore. this is very important to me, I guess sa lahat naman diba? Two years from now, hopefully I would graduate, continue a masters degree and pursue medicine proper. By that time maybe I could say that, These were the most significant accomplishment in my life.

Here comes the big night! hehe. We ramp here and there with our casual, sports and evening wear. Everytime I own the stage i felt like crying. Its like tears of joy. I saw my mom and dad happy, guess theyre just so proud because my job was great, And the crowd went really wild when its already their representative's turn. Its a very heart-melting scene. I really feel their support and loyalty. And after the walk, judges will now announce the top 5, it's random. the first one to wear their smile was candidate no.3, a sophomore chemistry student, next was ate nice from 4th yr bs math, next one was candidate no.5 and no.4 together with their own partners, ythen it was Gabbie with ate nice' escort. Then the last but not the least,its us! renz and i shared the moment of truth.hahah! I dont know what mood we are in that minute, all i can say is that we're happy, we're thankful, we're nervous. The pressure was moving from my toe to head. Another fainting part of the program, Q and a again. I was asked to answer the question: when does a girl become a woman? Hmm,,, Maybe when she grows not only physically but emotionally, mentally and spiritually. when she could adjust in other peoples behaviors in different situation. When she could carry herself well and were able to handle difficult tasks and responsibilities in life, guess that was the time i could say that the lil girl is now a woman. That was it. maybe im not a girl anymore but i know, im not yet a woman. There is so much more I should learn. But of course, at the end of the day we could say that we survived.

Haha.. im happy coz I did it right. That was over and I did not faint. hehe. Accomplishment din to diba? Im thankful coz Id gathered enough guts to stand and perform in front of those beautiful people in my college.

Coronation night. Coronation part, the moment of the most beautiful,sophisticated woman in c.s. The crown and sash for 2nd, 1st runner up and Ms. c.s. were given to us, me,gabbie and candidate no.3 respectively.

So, this blog would like to take the opportunity to thank all the people who support us. Me,Renz and Gabbie. For my hair and make up, thanks girls. You did a good job,though we had a hard time picking the right shades. haha. To those who helped me changing clothes,dresses and gowns, thank you. Those who bought tickets, I hope you enjoy playing Qizzards square., but for those who werent able to play the game, BIG thanks for buying! To those who lose their voices after the pageant, i am sorry but its worth it dba? And to those people booed us, kept on destructing us while the show was still going on,and gave their neagative and humiliating criticisms, Thank-you-very-much! We wouldnt be this tough if its not because of you guyz. God Bless us all!

so hapee with HIM..

so happy,, we're already a member of this small group na ngbbible study. Atleast, nababawas bawasan na yung kasalanan ko, naoccupy na kasi yung vacant time kea bawas sa mga "nkatanga" moments.

counting my blessings.

month of january...
though i said a while a go na "gastos" month ang january ,, happy p din... bountiful ang pasok ng taon.Yung mga new stuffs.. shirts, dress, bags, pants, shoes,pen, lunch boxes, water jug, tumbler... wow!! am i getting too shallow... hindi ah.. kasi all of these wont be possible without Him. Blessings nia yang mga yan. Yung mga failing grades ko, I also consider them as a blessing. Tinetest lng nian ung faith nten kay God. Although its very difficult to accept, wla akong dpat iblame pati my never ending hopes will always be there to give me this kind of spirit. Nakakatuwa nga kasi kahit na naiinggit na ko sa mga friends ko, nadidivert pa din yung attenion ko na mging thankful lage sa kung anu ang mga meron at mga bnibgay nia. Esp. dun sa quality time na nbibigay ku na sa family ko. Pati the fact nlang na I could still smile despite all the difficulties, worries, sorrows na naeexperience ko everyday. Thank you God. I survived.

jan282009..

hmm,, juz updating my blog...
nkakatuwa khapon lng aku nkahanap ng tym to talk to Him,.
nrelease nman n ung mga tensions ku,, pti nkapg'thanku' ndn para sa isang good day..

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starbucks, mcdonalds,pepsi,coke,hersheys,,,,,,,,,, at kung anu anu pang mga shirts na ngaadvertise n din ngaun... abah ang swerte ng mga company n yan ah... they advertise their product for free.. ang cool nga nman ng dating nuh,, simple.. actually for some people its baduy before.. ok nman n ngaun, esp s mga kabataan... para lng my panama sa mga statement shirts.. eto n un. short and sweet! tlgang mtatandaan..

kong hei fat choi!!

ang ingay dn kgabi.. cnecelebrate n din yata pti ng mga filipino ang chinese new year kng sa bgay. tlgang nkakaengganyo.. ung mga hopes mu na sna swertehin bsta sumunod smga gnitong ritwal.. though hindi tlga aku naniniwla sa mga ganyang gawaen... ung mga ganun n mxadong mtrabaho eh hndi n dn nmen gnagawa.. pero ung iba... haaayy,,, i admit it... cnusunod xa ng nanay ku... nkkatuwa dn kc.. by doing these things parang nbubuhayan ka ng loob lage na mgstart ng new life..

>year of the earth ox nga pla..
-and some says... lucky daw ang mga signs ng horse, tiger and dog ngaun...
-lucky colors are: yellow, gold and brown
-pero sbe dn ng iba... malas dw ang horse ngaun,, kea we should wear a rat pendant. Rat: this signis considered to be the secret friend of the ox. So, no matter worst your situation maybe,m buti ng my pendant kang rat to help you get through bad things.
-sbe dn nga pla nila Those who were born under this sign, this is your good year to start a business.. xempre food business- ang sinasabe nlng wlang pagkalugi.. hm.. for lovelife and career also. In all aspects daw,. swerte ang horse this 2009!

>super yehey!!
>mbuhai mga year of the horse!!
>mbuhai mga ka-BIO'S!!!







---bsBIO II-I

celebrating life

its 2pm.. alnoe but hapee!! guess, its my own way of celebrating life.. nsa lib pa din... tumitingin ng othr blogs,,, mguupdate ky chris tiu.. since ngcollege, ms naaapreciae ko ang mga bgay pag mgisa... im not sayng na gusto ko nlng lge mgisa... pero lam mu un,, i can live life spontaneously, go wherever i wantd to go.. eat whatever,, nkakamis ang my someone sa buhay especially, if youre now attached and used to the routine both of you shared.. pero sbe nga ng bio prof ko,, "classiication schemes are provisional.. they tend to change by time.." and ganun dn cguro ung mga people around us..

I remember, i used to go to u.p. for a visit lng during my breaks,, or i im free.. mganda kxeng mgikot ikot sa up campus... sa my diliman.. khit nga hectic ang sched, im sure ill find time for it.. cguro dhil my pinupuntahn pa ko dati don kea i really enjoy strolling at their school. Hindi kxe aku ung type ng tao na kung nsa paxalan, i prefer ung mga hard to find places.. o ung mga museums,, wildlife parks.. bsta ung mga boring para sa iba... mnsan khit nga sa national library, gstong gusto kong pumupunta. Ayoko tlga ng mga arcade,, depende n dn cguro un sa mga ksama dba.. para kxeng im just wasting time and money ung mga ganon... pwede pa, if bored na tlga sa mga amusement parks... tlgang mwawala ang pagkaantok mu.

school lib... fave place!!

haha... its saturday and i find this perfect time for me to update my blog.. hmm,, naicp ko tuloi ngaun kung gano kaimportante smen ang gnitong klase ng libs...my mga pc na nkaconnect na sa net! hndi nga lng pwede sa mga social groups.. like friendsters,facebook... hehe, anywei, ms mganda nga un para tlgang limited lng ang pwedeng mpagkaabalahan ng mga sudents na wlang mgawa sa buhay... gaya ko ngaun,, natempt na mgupadte ng blog.. kce pwede!! heheh... interne connection here is very strict tlgang for reserch lng kea nman ung mga attendant eh hndi na mxadong mhgpit,,, dhil sa net plang mhhrapan k ng lusutan......

..my guy akong nkatabi dto kanikanina lng,, cguro tlgang urgent ung gnagawa nia kea mukha xang tarantang taranta.... gmamet pa sxa ng usb para maconnect ung cellphone nia sa pc,, aun,, navirusan ung cp nia...... ung iba kcng mga pc dito sa lib, my virus eh. naalala ku tuloi ung usb ko, pati ung computer nmen sa bahay..... ndi ku na alam kung anu ung my virus... bsta alam ku dito ku xa nkuha sa school.. ngasave kc ku one time ng powerpoint n mam.. bout sa kingdom fungi.. aun inopen ku sa bhay..... navirusan buong files ku....... arrgh tlga nun....

dapat tlga nsa GV 5th floor nku,, aun,, hndi ku alam kung cno ang mswerteng hndi ngreview at cancelled ang midterms nmen ngaun sa analytical chemistry lab. snabi nto knina 6am.. pero ive decided to go pa din,, para mkapagstudy solemnly... haha.. hndi un joke nuh,, tlgang nkakapagaral ka ng matino kpg wla k ng choice kundi mgbasa at intndhin ang mga lessons,, sayang nman ang pamasahe kung wla k man lng natutunan/ginawa dito sa lib.. at isa pa un nman tlga ang function ng lib para mkapgnilay-nilay k s mga notes mu,, wla k ngang choice.. bukod sa wlang unan at higaan dito sa lib na d katulad ng nsa kwarto mu pag nagaaral ka.. wla dng sofang malambot.. kea uupo ka ng maayos at ilalagay mu ang mukha mu sa mesa kung saan nandon at nkabuklat ang libro.

oh panu ba yan...... its time to study na... well,, pagpray niu aku na iguide tlga ku ng aking angel!haaay,,, ill update my blog later......

muax,,muax!!

2009.....

whatta...this'll be the first blog for 2009.... so, how will i start..? yeah, i shud do this short and sweet..

resolutions...

• xempre,, try to be a better person muna...

dhil sa super broad nun,, ieexplain ku xempre... cguro, these are the things/issues/problems with myself im also trying to solve, to understand, to follow... like this!! im having my notes of my new year's resolution. Though, mhrap gawen lhat to dba?!

a better ESTUDYANTE...

make an effort to arrive early in classes nuh,, esp. kung first class at mondays.. i juz notice, lge akung late pag mondays at first class... mondays sucks daw! haha.. oh, this tym.. ill treat myself hersheys chill everytime na nd nku late.... mgastos!

cmula plang ng day ku un,, advance reading.. of course,, dalas dalasin... study harder!!! HARDER!!

a better daughter..

a better friend

a better citizen..

Now, that i just turn 18 last september... xmpre for 2010 elections vote wisely! every vote counts! Pti ill promote clean and green na.. mhrap na global warming...

next!!

• more ipon, less gastos..

wag mgpatronize mxado ng mga branded products.... i know theyre expensive and worth it!! hahah... may gnun pa.. pero if i really want it,, ill buy it,, and ill be sure that there would be no guilt feelings... dapat i deserve every pampering... for example,, i got 98% in an exam.. !haha..

• be more independent...

anywei,, cguro in a way na kaya q ng dalhin ung sarili ko how worst the situation may be..

• if possible lng nman.. aun,, try to avoid him.......hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!

,,,, 2009 will start with a huge smile in my face!