I just want this to end....

Or should I say I just wanted to start all over again. Im sick and tired of being alone. Yes, I know, I should be grateful always because my friends are around and they never let a second left for me to feel miserable. I just cant believe that Im still waiting for that impossible thing to happen AGAIN. I took it for granted. And so Im all messed up and Ive nothing to do but to blame myself. I just want this f****** difficulties to end.

jan.06,jan11....january??

happy.soo happy.. it feels like heaven..

herbarium days

I had so much fun when we're just looking for plants anywhere and identify their scientific name. The process gets tiring though but I had to say, I really enjoyed it.

I went to Dangwa with my classmates just to have a beautiful specimen, unique and quite expensive, but I failed to work with the flowers. I cant manage their color, they'd all dried up and after few days it blackened. It got worse when I already found molds growing on it. My gerbera was one of the victims of this bad fungi.. I freaked out when I realized that I also had to wave goodbye to my favorite tulip. It really sucks.yah..

But of course, I couldnt just give up. If I do, then I should expect the bloody-red ink of 5.0 in my class card.

I still have the time so Ive decided I should continue to press flowers. I even went to DOST, UP Diliman and Ateneo to search for these flowers. Luckily, Ive done it smoothly. I ask for some help and they did helped me. Im grateful to those people.

And so the deadline is tomorrow, jan26,10.. Mine is finish and I did it right. I feel accomplished.