i speak because I have something to say not just I want to say something

Its been months since I last posted a blog. Im just quite busy with some things like magazines, I bought candy may ish so that's why. It was good and helpful for teens like me. Every corner of the magazine is very exciting and i get to know Chris tiu better. ahah... kidding. I mean, i get to know the boy-lingual and decode their behavior. I also like the make over special portion of this mag because it helps me to have a better view in life and to have my own criterias to look for in a friend. Everyone owns one but not everyone could have his almost perfect one. For me, I dont usually judge people. I see everybody as a blank sheet of paper. They're the one who will write on their own papers, crumple it or cut it into pieces. They are the one who will present themselves to me. If they'd hurt me once, I believe everybody deserves another chance but it should sincere and no hidden agendas. Of course we dont want a frienemy. We all need one who is very sincere in his/her thoughts especially if they have to hurt us just to tell the truth, they may beat around the bush but they would tell it in a good way. If they notice some flaws, they will tell it to you right away without hurting your feelings and of course they wouldnt always remind you these imperfections because it may just bring inferiority. A good friend would always admire your beautiful side so that you will be focused on your potentials and assets and not just in your liabilities.

And also things like dealing with myself like setting my life plan goals and knowing my capacities and limitations. Im sure that each of us has his own inferiority and it makes our lives more difficult to handle. It sets limits we want to cross but we're afraid to fail. Its like knowing our capacities but afraid to expand. We just sit down to our comfort zone and never try something we're not used to. Sometimes, getting out of our shell could bring heartaches. We really have to admit it that there are times we have to learn our lessons the hard way. But sometimes it could be more of a reward. A reward like discovering new talents and skills and crossing your own boundaries (i mean, its a way to a better you) and if things dont go your way, it doesnt really mean that you need to compromise but you have to surpass these odds. Doing things you thought you couldnt do is the best way to grow. There is no better angel to guide you but youself! =)